I'm a little bit insecure
From all of this mistreatment
But see I'm workin it out
Workin it out you're so damn hard
When you're alone
And I was one who thought I was strong
Well you proved me wrong
Well you proved me wrong
Now I'm singing along to every song
On the radio I don't wanna go
Come on baby tell me
Something I wanna know
And I don't wanna see what's on my mind
Because this lack of motivation is
Taking over my time and I'm sick of trying
-Yourbiggestfan
Should be blogging about how GREAT camp was. But im really in a horrible mood.
I've been mood swinging like crazy for the past three days. Im not one to get PMS (got my period the day after camp.LUCKY? i think so.) maybe its not pms, maybe its lack of sleep. in four days ive had a total of 23-25 hours sleep which isnt much for me(or anyone else?). Camp wasnt that great for me there were high points and low points. I was NOT a happy camper.
I dont even know what to blog about. Should i try and explain my mood? Should i bore the few people who read this (does anyone read this) with crap that probably doesnt make sense. The bottom line is i dont know who i am anymore. i dont know who i have. i dont know what to do. i dont know where to go. Camp showed me that. Should i be grateful that thats what i learnt at camp? Camp is supposed to bring people together and i wasnt brought closer to anyone.
A Drifter. A person, with no real place to call their home. They wander from place to place, sometimes looking for something. Sometimes becuase its the only way to get away from everything that made them become drifters in the first place. - Urban Dictionary.
1 comment:
I feel ya lovely. I used to keep saying that "who even reads this" but I stopped cos' I blog for me and yeah blargh corny. Thing is I agree. Me neither.
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