Love In Technicolor

Okay, i've appropriately titled my blog with the highly anticipated (by very few cause noone knows who he is) Album by Jesse Barrera. Along with my sudden urge to revamp my wardrobe i went on a massive MASSIVE ebay impulse spree luckily i've been out bid on the things i didn't really want. But what i did buy for a LOVELY $22.75 (inc. postage)

THATS RIGHT a lovellyyyy jesse barrera t-shirt which is full of beauty and wonder. Okay so it isnt exactly the greatest look tee but jesse barrera is amazing, and i thought heyy some friendly support wouldnt hurt. Plus im getting a "free gift" and a "personalized" note in the spirit of christmas. (L)

Jesse Barrera does a cover of..well his own bands song "Tired and Uninspired" with Aj Rafael, i absolutely love this version, its basically the only time i enjoy the presence of Aj haha. Other than that i really dont like him. THATS RIGHT CLARA.

I was supposed to go to hype tonight, but i got bailed on and couldnt find another ride home in time. So im missing out on a good time. I was looking forward to chilling with the kids but ah well. Better luck next time?

Trust - The obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed.

Reliability - that may be relied on; dependable on achievement, accuracy, honesty, etc.

Im losing faith in such words and the fact that people can associate their characteristics with such qualities. Instead the following tend to appear in ones vocabulary.

Selfish - devoted to caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one' s own interests, benefits, welfare etc.

Lie - a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth.

I'm not about to turn around and call myself perfect but i do try to be honest and reliable. Now that schools over its hard to find a balance between everything we've all had a routine for 6 years and now we have to establish a new one thus shaking foundations and forcing us to reevaluate our priorities. And for that i apologise, but i do not find myself having to lie about a situation nor do i find myself cancelling plans to create others. And for that i find myself losing faith in everything we once stood for, how can i put my faith in people who lie and manipulate and hurt others while still remaining ignorant, stubborn and in denial of the wrongdoings they have committed?

My dad always told my sister and i that when you lie you may be forgiven once maybe twice, but people remember what you've done and said and eventually if you keep it up noone will want to associate with a liar.