I Will Admit,

that my entry the other day was and still is harsh and irrational. Im not entirely sure if i meant all of what i said, not only about my frustrations towards a certain person or about my frustrations towards myself. I have noticed a sudden influx of mood swings and outburts of anger and i honestly dont hate everybody.

As you guys will see, ive tweaked my page to look a little less white and a little more red and black? Typical emo colours ahaha but it was totally purple first time round. Im having a hard time deciding on images for my header, with that i have decided to re-take up photography. Im looking for new things to experience this year, and i feel THIS IS A KEEPER! Im learning to skate thanks to my darling tuna fish and i hope to learn guitar (that wont happen as jordan crudely pointed out). 2009 can and will be wild that i assure you.

Today was a fair good day, went to Glebe with Clara and Wong. Before we even arrived at the markets we had already purchased mass amounts of books 'Impulse' by Ellen Hopkins. As you can see i put a quote from her book on my side panel thingy i really like what it says, despite the fact that it seems really "hey dont be a pansy try harder to kill yourself next time" it somewhat has a deeper meaning, "dont do the minimal to get what you really want..go that extra mile, shoot that extra guy etc." I also Got a book called 'Adverb' im not sure who its by because it is not next to me at the moment. I got some rad purchases, LEE denim (highwaisted it seems) shorts $10, Purple zebra-ish print sunnies $10 (looks better than it sounds), Pin-stripped Vest $15, 'Soap' Purple Printed tee (record player) $10 and homemade lemonade+some really cool pastry unsure of what its called it had walnuts in it yummy $8. I ran into some really cool people today i really wish i took photos of some of them, despite really cute stall owners there were some scene chicks i loved their style i can genuinley say they had some of their own style not some version of what scene kids are supposed to look like. Skaters OMGSH they had some balls skating down stairs time after time KNOWING they were going to stack it, yes they were cute but the skating had me before the looks.

TASTE OF CHAOS 2009 MAY NOT BE COMING TO AUSTRALIA! I'm not 100% yet but at the moment it seems like they arent and i am PISSED OFF. BRING ME THE HORIZON AND PIERCE THE VEIL are apart of the line up the line up is currently: Thursday, BMTH, Pierce the veil, Cancer Brats and Four year strong. Personally i like the lineup, all of those bands are fair awesome. BUT BMTH AND PTV ARE THE REASON I MUST GO!

Okay im extremely tired right now, 1:22 AM. Sleep is ESSENTIAL.