Im not bitter this shows i care

Honestly right now there is one thing on my mind thats really pissing me off.
I hate people, well most people. The people i do love and care for...you know who you are i love you.

But you, honestly we have never even met but everything ive heard you deserve to be called what i called you. It was a joke, do you know what one of those are? Clearly not. I was simply joking around after hearing what you did to one of the few people i care for, maybe there was some truth and honest opinion in the nickname but honestly get over it.

Hate me i dont give a fuck enough people hate me and im down with that at least i know who my friends are. To get your boyfriend to voice your opinion of me is bloody immature, if it wasnt for him telling me to drop it i would be confronting you and trying to make it somewhat okay. But why should i bother? Youre making a massive deal out of nothing making a mountain out of a molehill as they say. Maybe im doing the same by blogging my thoughts making it a bigger problem. But i need to get it off my chest.

I like totally love you right?

yeah yeah im back, blah blah blah

long time no blog jessica where have you been?

ON WHAT YOU PEOPLE CALL A HIATUS?

Ive taken yet another personality change maybe we should call it a new found perspective. certain events causing said hiatus has changed me as a person. Ive found im a very angry person now, antisocial and quite often hard to amuse, i found that many people who i once really really liked or was really close to really really piss me off i see major flaws major things that i was once blinded by. I think heaps of people are sick of my shit i think heaps of people really dislike me but good on ya! (H) chances are i hate you too. Once a glass is half full kinda lass, im now a the glass can be whatever the fuck it wants to be. doesnt change the fact that im gonna drink it and it soon will be empty.

I need a new years reso dont i? Gosh what should it be? Should i be a cliche?

"LOOSE WEIGHT"
"FIND LOVE"

"GET A BETTER JOB"

Okay firstly i dont see myself as fat. Secondly ive found love. Thirdly..yeah i hate my job but im not obsessed with getting a better job.

My new years resolution:
"go with the flow, calm the fuck down, grow bigger balls, confront those who piss you off, fuck everyone else, be who you want to be"
Its 2009 baby. you guys better watch out.

Im making it wild.