Hope You Drop Dead Gorgeous.

(8) I just dont care hope you drop dead anyway

-Short Stack, Drop Dead Gorgeous.

Is it just me or are my final "free holidays" the worst I've ever had?

Harden The Heck Up Jessica. Get over it create your own fun right?

NO I CANNOT. I just cant seem to get excited, and when i do get a little amped, people ditch, dates change.

etc..etc..

SELFISH- devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interests, benefits, welfare, etc., regardless of others.

I feel selfish and annoyed and disappointed and upset and almost every negative, pessimistic emotion

possible. Underoath is on Thursday....days are lagging and people have..yes DOGGED IT. two to be exact, which leaves TWO people left going kit and i. All i can say is that it better be a damn good concert.

Lift me from my crap mood and ill make all your wildest dreams come true.

Lost/In/The/Sound/Of/Seperation

A powerful enemy has been made, im not sure who im supposed to hate.

Queensland police or escape the fate / Parkway drive.

On my ticket for the UnderOATH concert it says that my beloved show is TOMORROW.

IT ISNT.

"A few weeks ago, the guitarist from the band, Escape The Fate, exposed his genitals to some very underage boys while on stage at The Arena in Brisbane. As most of you know, this came on the back of the "public disturbance" at the Parkway Drive show at the same venue a few months ago." According to underoaths blog. they need to change venues because "QLD Police no longer trust this venue to perform the requisite due diligence before holding all ages shows." The venue "the tivoli" or something has replaced the sydney show with tomorrows slot and now we have to wait till thursday...we are the final aus show. WE WERE GONNA BE THE FIRST SHOW. WTTFFF. i was suupperrr excited and now NOW...i have to wait.

let down? I THINK SO! I can understand why they did it, but im still sad =( LOL.

On a positive note!! Their new album is totalllyyy cool! and A silent fiction is supoorrrtt saw them at etf they were rad..

Coldplay- We Never Change.

I wanna live life and never be cruel

I wanna live life and be good to you

And I wanna fly and never come down

And live my life and have friends around

We never change, do we? no, no

We never learn, do we?

So I wanna live in a wooden house

I wanna live life and always be true

I wanna live life and be good to you

And I wanna fly and never come down

And live my life and have friends around

We never change, do we? No, no

We never learn, do we?

So I wanna live in a wooden house

where making more friends would be easy

Oh, and I don´t have a soul to save

Yes, and I sin every single day

We never change, do we?

We never learn, do we?

So I wanna live in a wooden house

Where making more friends would be easy

I wanna live where the sun comes out ...

NEVERSHOUTNEVER!

I'm a little bit insecure

From all of this mistreatment

But see I'm workin it out

Workin it out you're so damn hard

When you're alone

And I was one who thought I was strong
Well you proved me wrong

Now I'm singing along to every song

On the radio I don't wanna go

Come on baby tell me

Something I wanna know

And I don't wanna see what's on my mind

Because this lack of motivation is

Taking over my time and I'm sick of trying

-Yourbiggestfan

Should be blogging about how GREAT camp was. But im really in a horrible mood.

I've been mood swinging like crazy for the past three days. Im not one to get PMS (got my period the day after camp.LUCKY? i think so.) maybe its not pms, maybe its lack of sleep. in four days ive had a total of 23-25 hours sleep which isnt much for me(or anyone else?). Camp wasnt that great for me there were high points and low points. I was NOT a happy camper.

I dont even know what to blog about. Should i try and explain my mood? Should i bore the few people who read this (does anyone read this) with crap that probably doesnt make sense. The bottom line is i dont know who i am anymore. i dont know who i have. i dont know what to do. i dont know where to go. Camp showed me that. Should i be grateful that thats what i learnt at camp? Camp is supposed to bring people together and i wasnt brought closer to anyone.

A Drifter. A person, with no real place to call their home. They wander from place to place, sometimes looking for something. Sometimes becuase its the only way to get away from everything that made them become drifters in the first place. - Urban Dictionary.

Bound For Glory?

Three more tests to go. WOO!

With my WYD funds at an all time low ($50) = =" i need a new job.
Or just someone to give me money. Investors. anyone?

With camp coming up there is the forever struggle on what one should bring on a three day trip.

I NEED MORE CLOTHES. There are so many things a young girl like me wants:
*Season One & Two of skins

* SUICIDE SEASON - Bring Me The Horizon (oct 4th)

* CLOTHES (summer is just around the corner guys)
* Parkway Drive Ticket (tickets arent on sale yet)

* Soundwave Ticket $125

* You me at six's album (CANT FIND IT)

* New Shoes Chucks/ Vans $70-$100

* GREEN SPORTSGIRL BAG (for camp ;D) $40

* Two Gold Fish by the names of Arnold and something else (suggestions needed)

SOUNDWAVE 2009 omgomgomgomg! The official line up hasnt been announced yet! There are so many rumours going around who is actually gonna be there. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus have confirmed that they are going to be there...seeing as though they dogged this years one. Can we trust that they will be here in 2009? Rumours that i hope are true: Bring me the horizon, You me at six, Cute is what we aim for (only for their first album), The Audition (this is a likely candidate according to alot of places). I hope all time low come back again. and i PRAY they can get pierce the veil into the country *drools

SPRING TIMMEE!

I have taken a break from assignmenting to update because wong has some insane peer pressure influence on me.

The past week has been quite interesting.
*Donated Blood
*Got a tanky bruise beacuse of donating blood

*Hung out at music listening to THE BAND

* MADE A NEW FRIEND.
* Went to the library alot.
*Went to UTS with clara. (never going there again.)

Today the first day of spring, was quite fun. Managed to get out of doing ancient play which means i have to do it on wednesday gehh. = =". I have Legal, Art and English stuff due on wednesday too. G-R-E-A-T!. IM EXCITED. After school went to the library before this we went to red flame and Wong started pranking me, turns out she couldnt hear me or i couldnt hear her or something. We then went to "hollywood phones" or something and then back to thelibrary and bummed around Wong took some random photos of Jason which is now my phone wall paper but im WAYY lazy to upload. HAH WONG TRY AND MAKE ME DO IT I DARE YOU!. Played cooking with mama on Jasons d.s I UNLOCKED THREE NEW RECIPIES. Awesome right?!

STRIKE TOMORROW..WOOHOO!