These Secrets will kill us.

I havent blogged in so long.

Well today sure was cold and rainy.
Im on a reading rampage i cannot stop reading.
I ordered The catcher in the rye off ebay the other day i should get it soon :)
I read polly, i bought it for $ 10 at a bookstore in glebe and its quite good.
Not amazingly wow, but i enjoyed it. I liked the mention of music and her hardcore-ness

haha. but its not that great either. Its a book based on a series of relationships and growing up and losing her virginity etc. etc. I insist that mike was the best boyfriend she had next to todd (despite his crazy antics)

WHEN WILL THE HSC ENNDDD .
I really want to do School radio.
Then there is School cert. and geessusss.

I think the year 10 roll over next week. That means we need to share the senior toilets with them. Great. Lung Cancer anyone? I think we will all become passive smokers and the doors will be tagged with shit etc..

Hallowweeenn party coming up on friday. Hugh Heffner is me. I cant decide if i should slut it up or just go as an old man. I think im getting sick off my parents (thanks guys) so i hope im still well enough to go on friday.

Ive been doign so good with school. Doing my hwk everryy day. im so proud of me :)

anyone have any ideas for my major im feeling so clueless on what to do.

Pissed? I think so.

Hi Jessica,

Thank you for your kind email. With regards to volunteering as you can appreciate we have been producing events for quite some time and we have a full staff , should our situation change , we will keep you in mind.

Kind Regards

Carissa

this is in regards to myself emailing the people oragnising the twilight convention for possible volunteer work. to make matters worse. im not allowed to go to the convention purely based on the fact that it exploits teenage fans and is robbing them of their "well earned money" according to my mother. great.

6 months babyyyyy <3

HAPPY 6 MONTHS ADAMMM <3

Ray: 6 Months just flew didnt it?

Thinking about it, it did. A good 6 months :) I've quite enjoyed this year as a whole. It started pretty horrible but it got better :D

Not much really to blog about , school is killing me

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With boredom, everyone is going crazy with "year 12 is killing me already" blah blah blah. Im dead bored, though i loved the finishing at 12:03 today it was quite the awesome. Im completely freaking out about My Art Major, i need to have a deffo theme/concept by week four and im totally blanking. Any ideas?

Also any ideas on what costume to wear for halloween?

We Take This To The Night - The Mission In Motion

I love these guys atm. I saw them at escape the fate.They are so addictive AND AUSTRALIAN. I saw their album in jb a few weeks ago but i cant find it anymore. when i do find it i WILL buy it because i cant dl them :( its really sad.

What if im the bad guy?

OHHHH MYYY GOOSSSHHH.

OFFICIAL TWILIGHT TRAILER.

SO AWESOME.

SO SO SO SO SO SO SO AWESSOOMMEEEE.

At approx. 20 seconds into the video YOU SEE JASPER (L)

Im getting so excited i cannot wait till Dec. 11.!!

Beach was yesterday, i was (still am sick) We went to bondi. I woke up not really feeeling like going but i asked Wong to come therefore i had an obligation to go :) I had a great time. Sadly no tan (N). Chrissy, Wong and myself hung out alot in the waves poor chrissy was getting killed by them, wong and i kept laughing at almost everything and i kept repeating "MY EYES THEY BURN" "MY EYEBALLS ARE IN HELL"..."SERIOUSLY ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY" and wong laughed and laughed. I lost my sunnies then found them, wnet to pick them up and i got knocked over by a wave. At 12 wong and i ventured through bondi attempting to watch the twilight trailer, thanks to me telling adam to check before we went, we found out it actually came out at 2 like christoper told us orignally, but wong thought 12 pm.By this stage my vocal cords were starting to diminish rapidly. Went back to the beach and then went back out to eat food :) Chris bought me a mc flurry, THANKS :). I spent most of my time in the water, yes it was cold and yes the salt and coldness of the water was killing my throat, i still had a ball. Wong lost her sunnies which was unlucky. Went home watched twilight trailer WOO!.

Today went to parramatta, Boarders didnt have The Hunger Games so i bought High Jynx, not sure what its about but it looks heaps good. Also bought an atticus tee, white with 4 Red sunglasses on them. FINALLY BOUGHT HORIZONS NEW ALBUM (okay its only been in australia for like a week but thats 7 days too many) listening to it now, its heaps awesome. I read the thanks and Curtis Ward, as adorable as he is he really isnt that bright. I almost lost my max brenner virginity today, though i realized i had no money left. So Sadly i could not.

TWLIIGGHHHTTTTT (L)

2 For My Seconds.

okay so im currently blogging for the sake of blogging.

Yesterday i went to adams and watched Pirates 3 and Loser.

Both very diff movies, yet both amazing.

At the end of Pirates i asked the stupidest question, "you know how Jack Sparrow wears heeeaaps of eyeliner, what did real pirates use and how did they get it?"

Adam: .......

Wtf Jess LMAO.

Oh. And i also want a massive pirate boat like the black pearl im going to call it Emo Express (first thing that came to my head i assure you its lame now as i type this) and im gonna pillage (maybe not) and drink rum (or red bull) and sing pirate songs (or emo ones) and kill fish (but not people) and fly black flags with razors on them (cause thats my logo be afraid) and im gonna say "WHAT ARRRRRHHH YAH DOIN' " (like CPT. Barbosa) and yeah. Also Loser is an amazingly cute movie i love it. I cannot get enough of this movie the kiss at the end when their in the veterinarian Clinic and yeh he has a hair cut and he looks cool and adorable and yeah. HAPPY ENDING.

Today i went to work :) i got there at 12 according to my phone and it felt like i was there forever. That is until i realized that the clock at work hadnt been put forward when i was on the phone to wong, Smart. Right?. I got sent home 30 mins early because i was coughing like a serial smoker..still am, i think i could be sick. Before work i watched Hanging with operator please at splendour in the grass on channel v. They are really funny kids, and i was right the original pianist (sarah) had left and its TOMS (the drummer) cousin (forget his name he is new chris i think) stepping in her place. Taylor the violinist made a very good point it went something like "Alot of people call us stupid and other young musicians stupid but we arent. what we do takes skill and alot of dedication and sacrifice they are right in the sense that alot of us dont have an education i gave up year 10 Amandah couldve gone to uni etc.. but what we do isnt easy. We gave up school friends a normal life you cant just come back and pretend its how it used to be etc.etc." It doesnt sound good how i typed it cause i dont remember how she said it. I like how she pointed out the sacrifice and how its hard, and i like how she set people straight on being musicians being stupid you need to know alot about what you do blah blah blah. I have also learnt that Amandah swears more than i do and we all know i swear like a sailor. I have also learnt that making a set list is really hard to do :) oh the wonders of television.

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Bet you guys never wouldve guessed that i was an OP fan, guess again they are so cool. Oh did anyone notice that all the songs that they made videos for, were original songs or demos or w.e. The original version of get what you want is so much better than the video version.

The End.

SUICIDE SEASON!

HORIZON STREAMED THEIR NEW ALBUM ON THEIR MYSPACE, SO UNTIL I GET PAID I CAN LISTEN TO IT VIA THEIR MYSPACE. I really love the lyrics to alot of their songs, its 100% different to their old stuff and i thought it would be a bit ehhhhh at first but its amazingly awesome.

If ANYONE comes across this issue of Kerrang YOU WILL BUY IT FOR ME KAYY

Suicide Season:We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore.The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places.When you lost him, I slowly lost you too.For when he died, he took a part of you.No time for farewells, no chances for good byes.No explanations, no fucking reasons why.I watched it eat you up, pieces falling on the floor.We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore.If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way.I would climb my way to heaven, and bring him back home.Don't give up hope my friend, this is not the end.Death is only a chapter, so lets rip out the pages of yesterday.Death is only a horizon. And I'm ready for sun to set."IF ONLY SORROW COULD BUILD A STAIRCASE, OR TEARS COULD SHOW THE WAY, WE WOULD CLIM OUR WAY TO HEAVEN, AND BRING HIM HOME AGAIN."We would do anything to get him back to you.We would do anything to end what your going through.If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way.I would climb my way to heaven, and bring him back home.I would do any thing to bring hime back to you.Because if you got hime back, I would get back the friend that I once knew.

No Need For Introductions, I've Read About Girls Like You On The Backs Of Toilet Doors (okay so this is just a title but i love it)

DECODE!

so much to blog about. must summarise.

THURSDAY 2nd: UNDEROATH CONCERT.
Was totally awesome deffo the best concert ive ever been to, met a whole bunch of new people. Some rad emos that live around my area. Kit and i were at cabra station and they were like...HEY! ARE YOU GUYS GOING TO UNDEROATH?
Us: Yeah?
Them: WANNA COME WITH?!

And then these really cool guys from Newcastle, told us to cut in line with them cause we were on the same bus and ate at maccas with emm. Speaking of which some little maccas worker found THREE underoath tix.

A silent fiction played again as support played the cover of Rollin' again.

Bought a rad tee. Got to the front, lost my right shoe (not my left like etf) went back then decided nahh man getting to the front again so i did. :) Spencer spat on me three times. not sure how one should take that. they played my fave song "the created void". And i got kicked in the head by a crowd surfing loser. I have come to notice the aromas you smell at a concert apart from the typical sweat/B.O. , i generally smell, Cigarette smoke, Lynx Vice (suprisingly), Hair Product (usually fructis or sunsilk). Also i have noticed that smaller or younger guys tend to look out for you as opposed to older tankier guys, i have a theory that its because the older ones think that they have superiority over us or somehting, not sure but over 18s are usually a**holes. I was not pitted (Pushed under someones arm pit) this time though i was pressed against bare back. I WAS SO CLOSE TO GETTING A DRUM STICK :@ it hurts more then being faraway and not getting it. Ended up catching the bankstown line home, which we found out TERMINATED AT LIDCOMBE so $35 later and a lovley long taxi ride to cabra station and an beautiful just after midnight stroll i arrived home at 1:30, which is when the bus at Lidcombe was due to arrive to take us to cabramatta.

FRIDAY 3rd Awoke feeling hungover. That kick in the head sure as hell made it feel like i partied like paris hilton. My neck wasnt as sore but my legs hurt. Towards the end of the day my legs and head were fine but the pain in my ribs kicked into place. But i sucked it up and took the pain and went to SWITCH, Neiter hindsight or Silence Wakes The Dead won, but they were still amazingly radical. Michael, Chris, Jason, Shain and myself left to go mucking around after the second band started because they were shit. Met up with kim and then went back to watch adams band then HindSIGHT. Mucked around, winners were announced, Michael gave us a ride home..Btw SORRY TO HEAR YOU LOST YOUR WALLET MICHAEL.

Today: Went to the hospital with clara to see Jennifer she is getting better after her head banging injury. Spent alot of the day at the starlight playroom? CAPTAIN STARLIGHT seemed to me to be like a bit of a slut when she isnt working on planet starlight and it also seemed like she was re-creating the big bang quite frequently with one of the musicians that came TO PLAY SOME SONGS FOR US. Almost stayed at the hospital with clara for the night but came home instead. LISTENED to Decode by Paramore, its quite good :) Cannot wait for Twilight to come out :)

Cookie Jar - GYM CLASS HEROES

This is a small announcement to my lovely boyyzz of
hindSIGHT

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST (Y)

You guys made me all happy today at that pal college thing, and y'all dedicated a song to ME!

NAWWWW.
LOVE YOUUUZZZ.

checkk emm oouutttt BONNY FRIDAY NIGHT SWITCH YO!

Miley Cyrus VS Selena Gomez!!!!

Yes very laggy of me isnt it, wasnt this fight like..ages ago?

Well i only watched the videos of them today. And as many of you know i really dislike Miley.

So Selena is my personal prefrence, besides what Miley did was C-U-T. I think Miley is just sore that Selena has her ex now NICK JONAASSS...and is wayy prettier.

I mean id be pissed too. Miley maybe more famous now. But HELLO almost all disney actors CRASH AND BURN (e.g Britney Spears she was a umm mickey mouse clubber?) eventually cause they all get big headed. Plus if it wasnt for her dad..where would miley be?

Okay i feel bad for just burning Cyrus, but i dont like her.

So good luck to her.

May the best mickey mouse ass kisser win =)

who's side are you on.?

I shall leave you with a photo of nick jonas..i mean how couldnt you love that face?