I Love you and Goodbye

hey, so you may of heard, and the rumors are true. Curtis Ward is no longer a member of bring me the horizon. This decision has been a long time coming, and although everything can look fine from the outside, theres been a problem for a long time. Over the last year especially, our touring schedule has been crazy, we are hardly ever at home, and for curtis, this proved very hard. we could see that curtis wasn't enjoying this band like the other 4 of us were anymore. It was nothing personal it was a decision that wasn't made lightly, but one that we believe is best for the band's future and for curtis's life. we wish curtis all the best in whatever he chooses to do in the future.but no one fear! the band will not be splitting up, this is something that we did to prevent the band from splitting up. we will still be doing all our future tours, currently finishing up taste of chaos with our good friend and guitar tech dean, who also looks abit like donkey kong.

Not mother fucking happy jan.

I've been bitching about this somewhat all week, i cannot get over it

he was deffo my fave. !!! OF ALL PEOPLE TO GET HOMESICK.

harden the fuck up princess.

okay. okay im kidding YES i am upset but its just how it is i guesses.
*sigh.

60th POST!

ahh just a quick one

SO MANY EXCELLENTAY GIGS THIS YEAR!

so far im going to

*Bring Me The Horizon-May 16
* The Getaway Plan- May 30th

* ALL TIME LOW- June 5th

Unsure of any more up-and-comings

Brokencyde and paramore are supposed to be here at the end of the year

so im fair pumped.

WHY CANT THE MAINE COME HERE

HOW COULD YOU DENY JOHN WITH A VOICE LIKE HIS!!

In Regards To Myself.

Cassie:You know what hurts the most about having a broken heart? Not being able to remember how you felt before that. Try and keep that feeling because once it goes, You'll never get it back.

Jal: What happens then?

Cassie: Then you lay waste to the world and everything in it.

Im not usually a wallower. I dont like to feel sorry for myself.

Why should this be any different?

On the other hand not at school today.
Moving, Studies (assessments/half yearlies) and personal issues are causing somewhat minor breakdowns within my brain.

On yet another hand,

I GOT THE INTERVIEW FOR SELLING SHOW BAGS AT THE EASTER SHOWW!

It makes you tell the truth and stuff.

Such a longgg weekend. All i want to do is sleeps

FRIDAY:

Jackkyyy drove me to wongys house for her birthday party, THANK YOUUUUUUUUU !

Mucked around for ages it was pretty damn random, WONG YOU SICK PERVE TAKING PHOTOS OF MY BUM THEN DEVELOPING THEM!

I drank about three bottles of red bull (alcohol wasnt allowed) and just mucked around with jason, shain, chris and ginny, went driving to get pizza, made friends with the pizza chick.

Ate pizza with too much bbq sauce and then talked about lesbians.

Played spin the bottle, then chicken (not that eventful) CHRIS THE PANSY PATTYCAKE wouldnt kiss anyone LOL.

LEFT MY WALLET THERE, so i couldnt spend any money all weekend, which i must admit was a good idea cos, i need that money. but still

*tear.

SATURDAY:

Went to bankstownnnn with mum bought clothes for my sister to wear to lisa's engagement and tried to find clothes for myself and looked at stuff for the new house (SO EXCITED). Met a totallaayyee awesome chick that works at boost "OMG YOUR GOING TO HORIZON? ME TOO!!!". Got home, got ready for the mystical engagement party,caught the train to parra (we were running late HURRAY), walked to the place where we were at (the rsl i think?). Partied with my already intoxicated older cousins, mucked around and took random retarded luvos with my cousin leshay whilst piggy-backing her (in heels). Was a total random idiot, eyed up the really handsome half cousin of Lisa's Fiancee. I think his name was kevin. Went home, i think overall we waited for like an hour just to catch two trains to get home. I officially have blisters the size of twenty cent pieces on my feet and my whole body hurts from piggybacking kids allnight.

Also, as i was intoxicated, im sorry to anyone i texted, you know who you are. It was jsut one of those moments. Sorry.

SUNDAY:

Woke up hoping that my parents didnt hate each other after the mass fight they had when we got home. All was well. Fixed up my legal assessment and downloaded skins.

JJ's episode, every episode i watch, it becomes my fave. But i think this will probably stay a top 3 it was so deep and emotional. but seriously who hasnt had sex with each other yet. everyones pretty much had sex with another person in their group. COOK HAS A HEART

Cook: She loves you. But she can’t stand it. Can’t stand the love, so she fucks me instead.

I’m pissed off, yeah? She’s taking the piss and it’s hurting me. Cos Cook needs the love too. Cookie’s got nothing. Cookie’s always got nothing. That’s why I do her pal. That’s why I pop Panda. Panda’s popped. It’s always the same. Great tits Panda, great tits, Effy. That’s all I get cos I’m shit. I’m pure shit.

Ergh i need sleeepppss.

want me back.

Naomi: Sorry. It just.. isn't a goer.

Cook: Fair enough.

Naomi: Is that it? You're not even gonna try to convince me? Most guys would..

Cook: Most guys aren't me, babe. You fancy me, I'm cool with it. So there's obviously another reason why you won't fuck me, and it's probably a good one because you're, you know, clever..

Naomi: You're a lot nicer than most people think, Cook.

Cook: Fuck you.

Naomi: Fuck you right back

Emily: Twice. You're going to do this to me twice. Naomi, no. You fucking - stop right now! Don't you dare leave me in your bed again!
Naomi: I've got to go.
Emily: I know you, Naomi. I know you're lonely. I think you need someone to want you. Well, I do want you. So be brave.. and want me back

The two things that i totally love in the new ep of skins atm.

Isnt naomi just so pretty?

I know its crazy, but its so hard to pretend.

FAMOUS.
GUNS FOR GLORY MUSIC VIDEO YESTERDAY.
Was the most bad-ass fun ive had in such a long time, i went with tuan taylah and anelese.
To cut a long story short, walked around newtown for awhile then went to FIND newtown nth public, got lost, got pointed in the wrong direction fifty times, got there, waited, waited, waited, got makeup, waited outside while everyone else ate, "danced" while listening to music and making new friends and bitching ;), went into the hall to get started, waited, went off at disgusting PDA couple (practically sex ;D), Had a cardboard sword fight, did random dance moves, signing forever the sickest kids, got directions from the director (Director: dont look directly at the camera it intimidates audience AND DONT SMILE AND WAVE THIS ISNT MTV GUYS) , STARTED, moshed, moshed, moshed, break, cracked more jokes talked to the band, NOTE Vin gets his hair SUPER shiny by not showering and when he does he only uses baby shampoo. And there were stupid butt licking groupies there >_> i mean like wtf they were only talking to anthony "like omg and why that guitar WHY ARE YOU DRINKING SO MUCH RED BULL oh wow you changed your t-shirt the other one looked so much better " like just suck his fucking penis already girls.

ANYWAYS. Moshed, moshed moshed. Stupid uni girls were so pansy just stood there and swayed. We made a bunch of friends and cracked much jokes GIRLS GONE WILD. We tireed to bang into the uni girls but when we did they just kinda jumped back = =". FINISHED, as we were leaving we took a photo with the band ANELESE TOOK IT AND OUR FACES ARE ALL BLURRY and she DIDNT take another. (i'll stick photo up when i receive it

As we were leaving we saw a crowd around the guitarist anthony it was all the butt licking groupies, HE HAD T-SHIRTS and he gave them all ot the girls that would give him some...i.e NOT US. pfft. w.e "but we're like in the GFG army and we asked you to bring theeemmmm" >_> pfft moles.

On our way home got the most yummyyyyyy icecream 2 scoop in a cup raffelo + chocolate for me watermelon +lemon for Taylah and Anelese and then the most chocolatey chocolate for tuan.

Got home at like 8? Went to sleep at 9:30

I was all tuckered out :D